Monday, October 1, 2012

Confession #2

My second confession is that I rarely ever remember my dreams.

If I do remember my dreams, they are usually sad, frightening, or just plain strange. Out of the dreams I do remember, I can count on one hand the number of them that were really nice. I also don't have recurrent dreams like many do. Being married to someone who does have recurrent bad dreams, I'm glad I don't have to experience the same dream again and again.

As far as the subjects of my dream go, they are often about losing people in my life or being chased by a vicious killer, or a bunch of randomness thrown together. Just last night, however, I believe I had the saddest dream I've had in a long time.

I dreamt that I could never have children last night. I've never had this dream, but it was so sad and discouraging. I remember feeling extreme sadness and despair in my dream, and I was breaking the news to my parents with tears rolling down my cheeks. I woke up overwhelmed with sadness, and I'm still finding it hard to shake this dream from my memory. It was incredibly sad, and I sincerely hope it doesn't end up becoming a reality.

So after today, I'm somewhat glad I don't remember many of my dreams, because this one was just too depressing!


  1. Just remember its just a DREAM!!!

    To be honest I hardly ever dream! Maybe its because I have such a deep sleep and nothing wakes me up :)

  2. Thank you John so much! Yes, it is JUST dream...but scary dreams are terrible!! I'm so glad that you sleep so well...rarely anything wakes me up either lol! I'm getting so excited for you and girl is almost here!

  3. I had a similar dream a few months ago. I dreamt that I had a baby, but when I looked down, it was just a doll (the doll I carried around ALL THE TIME when I was a little girl, to be exact). I woke up crying. :(


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