Blessed with eternal optimism, I felt a desire to write
about the ways that CF impacts my life positively. I believe I often get bogged down by the
weight of the disease and forget to look at any good it has caused. Although I would never wish cystic fibrosis on
my worst enemy, I do believe that it has changed my life in some ways for the
better. Below are five of the ways it has changed me or impacted me in a
positive way.
5. CF causes me to exercise
As stated in a previous post, I despise exercise. I honestly believe that if it wasn’t for
cystic fibrosis being a critical part of my life, I would be sitting on the
couch eating bon-bons and not worrying about exercise in the slightest. Instead, I am forcing myself to walk and run
as much as I can. Exercise is not just
beneficial for my CF lungs but also for the rest of my body!
4. CF allows me to explore new worlds through reading
This may be a stretch since I have always enjoyed reading,
but having CF means being blessed with hours of reading time every day. During my treatment time, I have been able to
explore various parts of the world, solve exciting murder mysteries, and imagine
myself at Hogwarts. Even with an
inherent passion for reading, I doubt I would finish as many novels if I
weren’t confined to a chair with a vibrating vest on me.
3. Having CF has given me a caring and supportive virtual
family
Due to my quest to feel normal despite this disease, I have
ended up meeting so many wonderful people online. I have formed and am continuing to form real
relationships with cysters (female CF patients) and fibros (male CF patients)
from around the world. We share in each
other’s struggles, root for each other’s achievements, and celebrate life
together. The CF community, on the
whole, is a very positive and uplifting community. It is a family of people triumphing together
over this disease and I’m blessed enough to be a part of it.
2. CF has led me to value the time I have on this Earth
I’m certainly not planning on going anywhere soon, but CF
has made me realize time is precious. I
have written about this one a few times now, but I have to reiterate it due to
its significance. None of us have a
guarantee on the amount of time they will have on this Earth, but many of us
don’t realize this until it is too late.
I started realizing it in my teens and it has only become more apparent
as I watch major milestones in my life pass by me. I don’t believe many people in their 20s
value time as much as they should. If
they did, I personally doubt they would spend so much of the time they’ve been
given on a bathroom floor, drunk and puking.
1. CF has helped me to love as unconditionally as is humanly
possible
Tying in with #2, CF has made me realize how important it is
to love as fully as possible and to show my love as often as possible. Since I do have a chronic condition, it is
important that I make sure my loved ones know how I feel about them. I forgive very quickly, and do not hold
grudges. I say “I love you” a lot and I
mean it each time. I try to spend time
with friends and family as frequently as possible, and I thoroughly enjoy the
time we spend together. I love creating
and capturing memories, and I try my hardest to end every conversation or
experience on a positive note. This is
not saying I don’t fight, because I do.
I get mad, bossy, am sometimes controlling, and probably very hard to be
around some days, but I try to fix those situations as quickly as
possible. I’m the queen of, “I’m sorry,”
always said sincerely and honestly.
Apologizing when I’m wrong and loving each person for his or her
personality and strengths is important – CF has helped me realize just how important it really is.
So there it is – 5 ways that cystic fibrosis has made a
positive impact in my life. I’ve
wondered on numerous occasions how different I would be if it weren’t for my
disease. Although it’s impossible to be
certain, I doubt I would realize or experience the five statements above if it
wasn’t for CF.
Now the question is passed on to you – in what ways have a
disease or disability (it could be your own or a family member’s) changed your
life for the better? Think about it and
you may be surprised at the answers.
I posted this blog right before finding out about Nicole's passing. I still stand behind the post - CF has changed me for the better in some regards, but I also feel I must state how days like this make me HATE this disease.
ReplyDeleteThis morning I am so very saddened, hurting, questioning my own decisions, and praying very hardy for comfort for Nicole's family.